| I've had a headache due to my neck being screwed in this one spot for the last 3 days... it's starting to get annoying.
I've cracked it myself but unless it gets better i'm going to have to visit a chriopractor which I can't afford at all.
FUCK! YOU DAMN KIDS!!!! | comments: Leave a comment  |
| I never update this thing.
Why? Because i hate writing to this thing like its another person sitting there... i hate writing like i have an audience and everyone is OH SO INTERESTED in what i'm saying...
So i'm just going to write down random shit i feel like writing down, like this post!
Like it... or go fuck yourself i guess :) | comments: Leave a comment  |
| I have recently just started reading again, and have discovered exactly what it is about reading that appeals to me: I call the shots, I am in control. I choose what I want to read, and when, and for how long. With TV, I get to choose my shows, but I am constantly met with things that give me the shits, at least 3 times within a half hour period. Shitty, shitty, shitty, annoying advertisements repeated again and again and again. Stuff that makes me get angry, pissed off, frustrated, it sucks. If you watch TV everyday it becomes unbareable, and the best way to avoid it, apart from muting and changing to channel, is just to avoid.
Sure, you can make the argument that muting the sound or changing the channel quickly eliminates my problem, but as soon as I see the advertisement, my anger raises and changing the channel does not help. However, when you read, you get to read whatever you like. I have never read a "bad" book, because if it is that bad, i just lose interest and stop reading, usually going on to another book. Let it be known, I have only ever not finished two books that I can recall, and they were Tom Clancy's Rainbow Six, and Dean Koontz's "From the corner of his eye". Firstly, both books were pretty interesting, but I only read perhaps the first 50 pages before I put the book down and forgot about it forever. Maybe because I was younger, and was daunted by the immense amount of pages in both these books. I will endevour to read both of these books after i finish my current book by Lewis Black, entitled "Nothing's Sacred". Also want to buy "Assassination Vacation" by Sarah Vowell, because it sounds very interesting. For those of you who may read this and are unaware, it is about Presidential Assassinations in America and linking those occurances with pop culture referances. Very odd indeed, but probably worth a read.
So, turn off the TV. I know some of you out there have not read a book since you were forced to do so in high school or college, and I myself went through the stage where they shoved so many books down my throat that I did not want to read of my own accord. Please do not let the educational system turn you off books, they are so entertaining, and life changing. Insightful as well, many other fine adjectives could be used to describe them.
So, that is about all i have to say for now. | comments: 6 comments or Leave a comment  |
| Not much to report really, just things as usual.
Went up to my future town of residence and saw the best place, right near a bunch of shops and a bus stop outside my front door, so hopefully that will come through because that would kick major ass...
I forgot how many days since i haven't smoked... probably 17 today i think. I'm not craving as badly anymore, just little urges now and then.
Eating healthy has gotten less bland and boring, but the exercising is still hard to find motivation for. I guess i'm not that unhappy with being a bit overweight, but I would still like to lose 10-20 kg maybe... dunno. I'm sure things will work themselves out.
Going to get a new phone probably soon, have to pick the right company and plan though. It's a nightmare.
And... that's my boring life so far. | comments: Leave a comment  |
| Why is it when men go to strip clubs, they are called sleazy perverts, but when women have a "Girls night out" it is perfectly acceptable? A girls night out is just an excuse for a bunch of chicks to get really drunk and stuff money into a male strippers g-string, and you all know it so don't try and deny it.
Fucking hypocrites.
And before anyone thinks to comment with the age old question "Why is it when men get laid a lot, it is a source of pride, but when a woman gets laid she is a slut?", i'll answer it for you. When a man and a woman are going to have sex, it is almost 100% of the time the woman's decision. Mainly because men will have sex at the drop of a hat in most situations. Therefore, if a man has sex a lot, it means he has been able to convince many women to sleep with him, therefore must be good at what he does. If a woman has a lot of sex, it means she says yes to pretty much any guy and is obviously very easy/loose/slutty choose your describing word. For a woman to get sex off a man is pretty much skill-less, unless they are a fat mole, which is why they get called names. There, now that is cleared up. | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment  |
| | Time: | 05:40 pm | | Current Mood: | pissed off at TV execs |
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| I keep seeing all these faggoty Footy advertisements on TV and it is giving me the shits. One of them tells us all that this weekend is "community weekend". I don't even know who my neighbors are, and they don't know me. Nobody in this neighborhood gives a fuck about who anyone else is, and rightfully so. Just because you live near each other doesn't mean you have any bond, or you should be friends. Everyone just sticks to themselves nowadays. It's not like this is 1950 and letters take a week to get to someone, and your neighbors are the only way to talk to people near home. The internet eliminates the need for a community in real life, so just give it a rest.
Besides, on the ad all they show is a bunch of goofy looking assholes talking about what they will do, and they are all stereotypes. The old fuck says he won’t forget the orange slices, the fat cunt says he is going to lay off the sausage rolls, and the woman says she will make dinner on time. The barman says he will open up on time, no doubt so they call all get drunk as fuck and forget about how lame and sad their lives are. They all say they will commit to their beloved footy club... it's fucking pathetic. Get that shit off TV because nobody cares.
Then there’s the fantastic advertisement for "AFL Love Match". Get ready for this: A footy player and his partner, or if he has none, mother, compete against another team and answer questions. WOW HOW ENTERTAINING. The whole show is just the stupid giggling bimbo slut ass host with a plastic face and shitty hair asking these meatheads questions, and they go "DURRR IS THE ANSWER POO!", then everyone laughs. Fuck that shit off, it's the lamest show and it fucking sucks. Get that shit off TV nobody cares! FUCK OFF WITH THE FOOTBALL FUCKING BULLSHIT.
Then there’s the advertisement where they play a lame song by a shitty band. It goes "Where AFL is EVERYTHING" talking about the Footy channel. The rest of the words can't be understood, because the guy is just mumbling into the microphone. To sweeten the deal, they have a bunch of faggoty old bastards who talk about football and call themselves Grumpy old men. Oh that's what I want to see, 4 grumpy old crotchety bastards talking about AFL. Once again, get that shit off TV. NOBODY GIVES A FLYING FUCK IT SUCKS COCK.
Then, there are the advertisements where the various footy clubs are trying to solicit funds in exchange for a "membership". The only thing the membership buys you is a bunch of bullshit nobody cares about, so fuck off. Stop trying to pimp money off us you are the most overpaid people in the world.
FUCK what is with Australians and the obsession with FUCKING AFL. It's just aerial ping pong and it fucking sucks. It’s boring and nobody cares.
Oh yeah, after the AFL ads, I got treated to an ad for a shitty ring tone for mobile phones. It had a green dragon singing "Here I am, look at me, we can fly together. Look at me, here I am, it is now or never". What fucking mastermind thought that up...and who the fuck would waste money buying that shit for their phone??? Stupid fucking assholes it’s entirely their fault that this garbage is all over TV.
Yeah, everyone at AUSTAR and FOXTEL can get FUCKED. Who pays for television then has to sit through all this fucking garbage. IF you are paying for cable or satellite, it should have a 2 ad minimum, and they should have to meet my standards. I should decide what is good enough to go on TV, because I seem to be the only one who has the slightest clue. | comments: Leave a comment  |
| | Subject: | General Update | | Time: | 07:27 pm | | Current Mood: | read my post and decide |
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| I went for a walk tonight, was not bad. Pushed myself pretty hard, going to start walking everyday. I figure it will help flush out the nicotene out of my body quicker. Things are going to be turning around in my life finally, and only because I decided to do something about it.
It will be 9 days since a cigarette tommorrow, and I have decided to quit. I'm giving away all my cigarettes to my mate, and i'm not going to start smoking again. If i'm ever going to get in shape, I have to get my lungs back to normal. Hopefully by the time I go overseas, I will be at least 5kg-10kg lighter. That would make me very happy.
Other than that things are ok, my legs kind of hurt from the walking but i'm sucking up all the pain and using it as fuel. I'm going to get an early night and go for a walk in the morning, perhaps go to the gym if I feel like it.
Right now I don't have much to say. In a bit of a lonely mood, if anyone reads this (doubtful) and would like to chat (even more doubtful) give us a shout on MSN - ipitythafool@gmail.com
This is probably the first time in a long time that my mind is not racing randomly, thinking and overthinking everything. I am learning so much these days, about what is good and bad for myself. Too much time alone is bad, it lends to overthinking, jumping to conclusions, and worrying about nothing. Going out too much is also bad, it leads to no time alone for thinking, it makes it hard to realise your faults and makes it hard to change. There must be a balance somehow, i think exercising is just good for the body. It clears your mind, burns some crap off, and just makes your body feel better. Although I hurt like hell it's good to be getting healthier.
I got to admit, i'm running out of ideas for this eating healthy though. It's all really bland.... and repetitive. I have to get some new ideas and fast. Anyone know a tasty way of eating for the lowest fat possible?
Not much more to say for now... And since i never know how to end posts this one will end after this sentence. | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment  |
| Still haven't given in to smoking, but i'm not sure if I can last.
Got to call the uni soon, and look at property for rent still.
Will hopefully get some of it done today so I can relax a bit over the weekend.
So that's all for now. | comments: 6 comments or Leave a comment  |
| I just got Freedom Force vs. The Third Reich today, looks good!
I love the smell of a new game. They come in DVD style cases nowadays, but are still full of that new smell. Like cd's and fresh plastic. The ink of the instruction booklet, the crisp new pages. The blemish, smudge, and scratch free cd's just waiting to be slotted into my cd rom.
It's the best! Yes, i'm a nerd :) | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment  |
| | Current Music: | no i'm not telling you | | Subject: | Long time no update | | Time: | 05:12 pm | | Current Mood: | weird |
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| Well it's been ages since i updated this thing so suppose i should do it now.
I'll be trying to post here more often for a few reasons... mainly to improve my writing skills i guess. Things are going pretty good in my life at the moment, going to start a bachelor of business at uni in july after taking a gap year, so that will be good. It'll be good to be doing something again, I felt like my mind was rotting just sitting around doing nothing. I've stopped smoking weed as well so thats a bonus.
I decided to do an experiment about 5 days ago to see how long I could stop smoking cigarettes for. Well, up until today it has been really easy. All of a sudden now i'm getting some hardcore cravings which seems odd, because they say once you pass the three day mark you are sweet. Fuck that stupid rule, i feel like giving in more each second. I'll post if i do. I don't even know why i stopped, or started in the first place that is.
I was thinking about cereal the other day. At first, it's a nice big bowl of crunchy tasty things, sitting in milk. Delicious. As the bowl gets more empty, it becomes worse and worse. Eventually, all you have left is a bunch of bloated swollen cereal pieces floating in a pool of off colour milk. It's all soggy and disgusting and it really turns me off. Just the way the cereal grows with the milk reminds me of like a boil or something, swelling with puss. Yuck.
I'm moving out too, to live by myself. That will kick major ass. I'll be living in Toowoomba, which is two hours away from here and where i'll be going to uni. Looking forward to it greatly, but until then I have to find somewhere to live, which is proving to be a pain in the ass. I really hope everything sort of just works out easily, because at the moment its really just annoying. Will be worth it in the end.
Have been browsing some WWE forums, pretty entertaining. Some real cockheads there but i usually own them which is fun. My life is thrilling.
Don't have much to say at the moment, will post later if i find something interesting to write about. | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment  |
| After reading all the political rants on my friends list i just have one thing to say:
who gives a fuck about the american election - it's a stupid country anyway.
"But i expected more!" you say. You expected more from the country that brought us fried chocolate and eminem? You expected more from the people who brought us Dharma and Greg, an endless amount of reality shows, and midget dating shows? You expected more from the country who voted a movie star as the governor of california, and made it so i cant take fingernail clippers on a plane? WHO THE FUCK TAKES OVER A PLANE WITH FINGERNAIL CLIPPERS?!?
If you ask me, bush suits the country perfectly. And before you reply saying how im generalizing the country as fat stupid arrogant annoying pigs, dont forget that bush got the majority vote, proving that the majority of americans have faith in a stupid guy, making them stupid.
I swear every time i see a loud stupid american tourist it makes me want to shit my pants in rage. I've already wasted too much time talking about that country so im off. | comments: 5 comments or Leave a comment  |
| Are people nerds because they have allergies and glasses or do people have allergies and glasses because they are nerds? Are people born with allergies and bad eyesight forced to talk in a nasal voice and wear glasses deemed nerds by society and therfore adopt the nerd lifestyle... or is it that nerds sit inside all day staring at computers and THEREFORE develop bad eyes and allergies due to not seeing the outside world in 3 months.
Are nerds created by societies stereotypes or are they created by habbits of the individual? I have no idea.
on a side note WHEN THE FUCK IS MY NEW POWERSUPPLY COMING fuck i hate waiting for gamedude to fuck around and send crap in the mail... it takes them FOR-EVER in the meanwhile i have to sit here with a broken computer and no music to listen to :(
im going to buy some shares. i know its daytime gambling but im bad at the nighttime one (i never win) so i have to be good at at least one of them, in my opinion. | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment  |
| Take the quiz: "WHAT RELIGION BESTS SUITS YOU?"
 Atheist You are Godless! You could care less about religion. As far as you're concerned, if you can't see, touch and kick something, it's not real to you. You're day-to-day activities consist of eating, working, sleeping and the occasional Internet or coffee shop debate. Lastly, if anyone chooses to preach at you otherwise, you will either leave or debate them until they finally shut up.
well i cant say im surprised... i was actually looking to see if i fell under a category but oh well. 10 questions or less to decide your fate pfft | comments: Leave a comment  |
| | Current Music: | Jack Johnson - It's all understood | | Subject: | hrmm | | Time: | 01:18 pm | | Current Mood: | indifferent |
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|  You Are F***-able!And boy do you ever take advantage of your do-ability. And why not? If you can score, why not go for it? And no matter how many steamy affairs you have... Well, you always seem to find more. And no wonder - you are hot from any perspective. Hot attitude, hot appearance, and hot passion equals tons of hot screwing! Are You F***able?More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva
so if im fuckable why the hell cant i find a fuck | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment  |
| Party good.... lesbian action!!!
w00t!
even if i didnt get laid we got a show... those girls worked for a cone lol good shit
more later if i can be bothered | comments: Leave a comment  |
| i just deleted a post by accident haha what a fool
it was all crap anyway except for this part
I often find the things i hate in other people im guilty of doing or feeling myself... is this because i actually hate myself? who knows | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment  |
| getting Stoned... getting drunk... watching porn with friends
what better way to spend good friday | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment  |
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